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hANyA tiNgGAL sEjArAH...hOhO~~~=p

Assalamualaikum.....hai kwn2 sume!!!...^_*...

Sue nk bt entri kali neh lak..h0h0..0k2..lam entri y lepas,Sue da jnji an nk citer sal knape Sue sdey...isk3..s0b3...=p

Ok...Al-kisahnyer begini...cmner nk ckp ea...kdg2 ase segan lak nk citer
But...ni lar kelemahan Sue...aduiyaiii...sal frust ar(xyah ckp ar frust ape k..phm2 sndirik maaa...=p)

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tp,skg neh sue xley nk citer saat2 tuh ngn feeling y sdey c0z mse bt entri neh m0od sue ngah hepy neh..hak3...s0wi yep

Lau skg sue ngah sdey,msti m0od sdey n em0 dtg mnggiler saat tulis entri neh..wakakakakaka(cm lagu tema w0rldcup ar plak)

Pape pun skg...sue da redha daaa...act,sue bkn ase sdey sgt(tp..sdey 2 ttp)...tp,prasaan y lbey byk ialah rase xpuas ati...huh!!

k..sue gtaw prasaan sbnr sue...act,sue ase lega skg...tataw nape...mse sue dpt taw ttg brite 2,mule2 sue ase trkejut(yela..xkn nk bt ilek jep)...tp..xlame pas2 sue ase lega..+++ ase xpuas ati lak sket...h0h0h0h0h0h0h0

nape beliaw ley bt cm2?????adekah krna beliaw mnerima skpg msj drpd sue y brbunyi....

“JgN KatAkn ‘KU syg PD MU’,bLe KaU x bNr2 PdLi,JgN BiCarAkN S0aL kASiH,bLe i2 x bNr2 Ada,JgN KaU SntUh HdUp Ses0rG,bLe KaU HnyA B’niAt MaiN2 DgNnyA,JgN MnAtp keDlm MatA sEs0rG,bLe ApA Yg KaU LakUkN HnyA Pmb0hgN,HaL PaLnG kEjm yG dLAkukN iaLh MmbuAt Ses0rG Syg pDMu,SdG kaU x B’niAt LnGsG UTK MENERIMANYA.”

Apekah?????knapekah?????0wh..mengapekah?????

Salah ke sue bg msj cm2???...0r die slh phm???sbb ps2..trus die in relati0nship with....ade ar..ne ley 0yak..hahahahaha

Sue juz nk tny...tp,jgn slh phm lak sbb s0klan neh agk sensitip...

MMG HATI LELAKI NEH CEPAT BERUBAH KEP???

Da lame da nk tnye s0klan neh...fuhhhhh,lega ase bile da d luahkan...h0h0h0h0h0h0

Ase hepy lak...s0wi yep bg kaum2 lelaki..xdep niat pn nk ckp cm2..sue juz tny jep...

S0...sile beri k0men anda...nk taw per pndapat k0rg...n arap2nyer jwpn 2 ley sejukkn ati sue y panas mse ai tuh...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Yela...baru anta msj cm2 sket,da pk negatip..tataw ar nk ckp cmner..0wg nk tgk kesetiaan die 2 cmner..len plak y jadik..aduiyaiiii....pdn muke ak..hahahahahahahaha

Tp...myb 2 sume de hikmah...sbb skg sue ley ase hikmahny..n0w i feel free...lega...xdep da trpk2 sal neh...n per y sue nk sgt ckp kt cni....

‘TIME KASIH KAMA SBB BT SUE CMNEH’

slame neh i duk s0r0k2 jep name...nah,skg i bg name trus..ase da trluah sume y de kt hati

Skg....xdep agik y trpk2 lam kpale neh sapekah y akn sue pilih...but...n0t mean s0rg y rejectkn diri die ngn sndirikny,sue akn pilih y agik s0rg...n0 n0 n0...(jgn nk kate sue jual mahal lak yep!!!tumbuk kang!!!haha)

Sbl0m2 neh...sue dlm di lema...tataw nk pilih sape...s0,lam taun 2010 neh,sue ingt xnk pk agik sal neh..n lynan y sue bg antara mreka same..xdep y lbey..suem kwn...

Tp..sue sdey ar bile da de lak y bt sue cmneh..tp,nk bt cmne an???xdep jdh lar 2 k0wt..hmmmmm...

Bkn sue tamak...tp,xslhkn lau kite nk y trbaik lam idup kite?????sume 0wg nk cm2 an???t0l ark???sue pn l0m bt s0lat istikharah..sbb sue l0m ready agik...lau sue da mmg t0l2 ready,sue akn bt...Insya-Allah...tp,nmpkny da de s0wg y undurkn diri...

Tibe2 sue tringat lak lagu kmpulan Ukays 2...Di Sini Menanti,Di Sana Menunggu...=p

Ntah lar...sue pn xley nk kate pape gak..2 sume hak mrka..sue mane ley nk hlg..lau die nk kapel ngn sape2 kep,2 hak mreka...sue juz mmpu d0a...sem0ga 0rg y pnh hadir lam idup sue neh akn bhagia ngn insan y die syg...AMIN...=)

Agipun sue pn xpsti agik ngn keputusan sue...myb die prlukan sese0rg sbg penguat smgt die skg...n die da pn jmpe 0rg 2...n 0rg 2 bknlah sue...xpe2...sy pasrah..hehe

Skg neh...tggl s0rg lg insan y hdir lam idup sue...lau 0rg len pk2..msti sume kate aut0matik ar sue akn pilih die kn?????huhu

Tataw ar nk ckp cmner...sbb beliaw pnh gk lukekan ati sue...dasat taw!!!tragis2!!!

S0,skg sue ngah bg die ‘denda’ sket...(lau 0wg y tataw msti kate sue ngade2...t mlepas bru taw)...lau lar sue xdpt gk die...i mean,die pn da de 0wg len...nk bt cmner

Sue pn redha jep lar...xnk ckp byk agik...lau die bet0l2 syg sue,die akn setia pd sue
Sbb dlm ati sue skg,xdep pn nk pk2 sal nk kapel2 ngn sape2 agik...

Sue menilai sese0rg dri kesetiaanny,kepercayaanny,keikhlasanny..dan..kejujuranny
Itulah istilah 4K y sntiasa tersemat dlm ati sue sjak dri dulu lagi

Sue bkn s0mb0ng...tp sbnrny..sue neh se0rg y pmalu...sng citer,malu xbrtmpat

Mak sue pn pnh mrh sue sbb neh...pmalu y ntah ape2...0rg smpai ley aggp sue ngade2 k0wt..tp nk bt cmner???2 lar diri sue...0rg y rapat ngn sue taw ar sue cmner

K la...smpai cni jep luahan prasaan sue...sue da pn ase lega sket pas citer kt kwn2 sume..ape y trpendam da pun terluah...ngeeee~~~

Kate2 trakhir sue kt cni....Sem0ga Kama sentiase hepy n bahagia ngn insan pilihan beliaw....=)...dak IPG gak tuh...hehe...sm0ge jdh mreka brpnjgan shgga ke jnjg plamin n hgga ke ank cucu...

Bt Aizad...sy bkn saje2 bt awk cm2...sume mnde y sy bt msti brsbb...n sbb itu berasas k...sm0ge awk tabah dlm mghadapi ‘denda’ trsebut...lau ade jdh kite,brjmpe lg...lau xdep...same2 kite redha...y psti...yakinlah pd ketentuan ILAHI...d0a adalah senjata...=)

k...papai kwn2 sume!!!syg k0rg....^_*

2 comments:

  1. setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnye..mungkin org tu rase dia bkn yg terbaik utk sue..sbb tu dia undur diri..
    keadaan sue ni agak complicated..susah nak cakap..huhu..
    masa aza skola dulu ckgu aza ada ckp,
    "kite jgn mengalah dgn satu cinta, kalo boleh cari yg lbh better sampai jmpe org yg btul2 sesuai dgn kite..jodoh n pertemuan semua di tgn Tuhan tp dlm masa yg sme kite berusaha,"
    lbh kurg la ayt ckgu tu..ni ada edit2 sket..huhu..
    yg pntg sue teruskn berdoa insyaAllah segala kesulitan dpt terlerai segala mslh jmpe pnyelesaiannye..insyaAllah..

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  2. urm....tq aza
    sgt hargai nasihat aza
    sue pn bt mase neh xnk pk sal neh agik
    tp..sue mmg brharap y sue akn jmpe 0rg y betul2 syg sue dan time sue seadany
    0rg y dpt bmbg sue n ank2 sue nanti
    bt sume 2 krn ALLAH...=)

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